Mothers day didn't went well for my daughter Prerna cause of me. Yes, it was me who ruined it for her. It was here first mother's day since she is attending the school. Everything was going good until she wore the yellow dress which I have bought it for her on her 3rd birthday.
The dress for color stains on the top, so I send some hack video to remove those stains from office and she did but left a sticky blue jelly on the skirt. So the next day when we getting ready her for school I saw the stain and were asking about that to Neetu. She said she tried but it won't go off and I was already pissed on her for something related to potty thing about Prerna. I will share this thing some next time.
So I started rubbing that stain with a wet cloth and slowly slowly it started going off. Then I was getting more angry and having doubt that she was just giving excuses for ignoring that stain or she might didn't noticed that stain. But giving acceptance about forgetting that stain, Instead she was giving excuses that she tried to clean it but it couldn't get cleaned and that triggering my anger so much. I yelled on her in front of Prerna while she was watching the whole situation. The whole thing made my daughter upset and the school bus also arrived early on that day. So without giving her breakfast properly, she had to leave doe the school without having clicked any picture or goodbye kiss or hug. The morning went in full rush and stress.
When she left for school, my day become more stressed and I got stuck in that over-thinking loop never ends. When I come to the office still thinking that once my daughter reaches home back, I'll tell her sorry for the morning on the video call as the first thing then I can feel free to work ahead.
I din't take any picture on my own that day, but got some pictures of her from school. She seems little sad to me. I also asked her that if she was sad or upset in the school, she told me that she was fine.
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| Prerna is in yellow top and skirt |
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